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Day: October 21, 2016

Dremel Queen

Posted: October 21, 2016 Under: Blog By agirlandhercommander 4 Comments

I started out this trip kinda pooped. I had been working a lot beforehand and really wanted to chill out and enjoy the beautiful fall weather. So the first day I mostly putzed. I laid in bed and then I got up and putzed. After that I laid outside on the ground, looked up at … Continue reading "Dremel Queen"

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Taking it easy around here and starting to feel like it's going to be ok. โค (Moonchi caught a mouse in our house this morning so she's feeling pretty good too.๐Ÿ€) I want to say thank you to everyone who has supported me during this extremely painful time. Thank you to Holly & Bryon who have helped me both physically and mentally navigate through this storm. Thank you to my family & friends that have texted/called/checked in and truly understand what Atreyu meant to me. Thank you to all of you that left heart felt condolences. And lastly, thank you to my sweet Moonch for letting me smother her in affection and soak her fur in tears. She's the real MVP living up close and personal with this grief stricken girl. โฃโฃ
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*๐“๐‘๐ˆ๐†๐†๐„๐‘ ๐—ช๐€๐‘๐๐ˆ๐๐†* ๐†๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐Ÿ & ๐„๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง๐š๐ฌ๐ข๐šโฃโฃ
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Losing Atreyu has been traumatic in ways I wasn't prepared for. There were things I didn't know, that I wish I would have. I want to put this out there in hopes it will help prevent this situation from happening to others. โฃโฃ
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I knew I wanted to do an at home euthanasia for Atreyu when the time came. I wanted him to feel as comfortable as possible and go peacefully in his own home. I will spare you the horrible details of that morning that led me to frantically call anyone that could provide this service but let's just say I didn't feel like I had time to be choosy. I told the address to the first vet who called back that could perform the euthanasia. โฃโฃ
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I was unaware that some veterinarians sedate the animal first. Nothing was explained to me so I'm not sure if this is more common for an at home service (because he did not do anything intravenously) or the vet's preference, but the sedation made Atreyu sick. What I hoped would be his peaceful last moments were not. I will leave it at that. If I would have known about this variable I could have made a different choice. I would have asked the veterinarian's method. I would have looked for someone that doesn't use sedation. At the very least, I could have braced myself instead of being completely blindsided in an already traumatic event. โฃโฃ
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If facing euthanization is in your somewhat near future, I urge you to find out what meds and what process might be used in advance. I wouldn't wish my experience on anyone and what I wouldn't give to be able to rewrite those last moments. On Tuesday, I had to say goodbye to Atreyu. He left his physical form in the comfort of Mander's passenger seat, where he spent most of his recent days snoozing if he wasn't cuddling with me.โฃโฃโฃ
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Atreyu wasn't much for toys or playing, he was a finicky eater and disliked almost everyone he met. But the thing he was most passionate about and wholly dedicated himself to during his 15 years here, was me. He unabashedly loved the shit out of me. I was his person and that was all he needed. We had an unshakeable loyalty and a bond that ran so deep it was recognized by strangers at a glance. Some might say he was a difficult cat, but what I saw was a little light being that demanded respect. A wise old man beyond his years. Someone I shared a pure, unconditional love with. A sensitive soul I understood more than most.โฃโฃ
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After he passed, I made a cup of tea in an attempt to calm myself and this was the message attached: There is nothing like you, there was nothing like you, and there shall be nothing like you.โฃโฃโฃ
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My sentiments exactly Atreyu. I buried it with you, my love. You are and always will be irreplaceable. Although I can't go where you are right now, I am still keeping you safe with me. In my heart, in my memories and in my dreams. You still have my forever. Nothing will ever change that.โฃโฃโฃ
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Rest peacefully my best boy. I love you so much.โฃ
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