Beautiful People

I shared my struggles with my followers on Instagram and two beautiful people stepped up to pitch in for a new Buddy heater. I felt so grateful that all I had to do to be warm again, was take a ride to the local Home Depot to pick it up.

I grabbed my new heater, strapped that sucker to the back of my bike and made one more stop at the local pet food store. I had noticed Atreyu’s appetite had decreased but once again, I couldn’t tell if this was his normal pickiness or related to him feeling sick. I decided to buy all the different food he could eat (which is a pretty limited selection since he is allergic to chicken and a former diabetic which means no grains). I made my way back home with my goods to hopefully remedy all that troubled me.

I enticed Atreyu to eat a little of the new spread, fired up the heater and got to work researching my options for fixing my transmission. I made phone call after phone call with no good leads. Only one local shop would work on my rig and their quote was nearly double what I was willing to pay. I got some more reasonable quotes from further away but then found out my roadside assistance wouldn’t tow me unless it was an emergency. Then there was the living situation predicament. If I had to drop my rig off at a mechanics…where the hell were me and the cats going to go?

I called the few local hotels/motels and was shocked at how much it would cost to put up 1 person and 2 cats for a couple of days. I couldn’t even fathom what the bill would look like if the repair took longer than that. I would be bled dry and well in the hole if I went that route. I had one option that could possibly save me a lot of money…I just had to ask. We all know how hard it is to ask for help, especially when you fancy yourself a strong, independent person. Right from the beginning, Mander has forced me to allow people to help me. It’s been very humbling, I have learned to swallow my pride without choking and the best part is, my faith in humanity has been completely restored. Still, the uncomfortable vulnerability I feel putting myself out there has never dissipated and I have to push myself to do it.

I mustered up the bravery and called the owner of the vacant home I was parked behind. I asked if it would be possible for me and my cats to stay inside. I told him I could pay him a little money and that I would maybe have to stay a week or so. He said my cats would have to stay confined to one of the rooms but that it would be no problem and he would not take any of my money. This house was under construction and the gas was turned off – which meant no heat, hot water or cooking other than the microwave but hell! It was a free roof over my head and I was elated to have it! That took care of one of my stressors. Now I just had to find a place that would fix Mander.

Over the next couple days, Atreyu’s heath remained up and down until one day he got a lot worse. He was trembling, refusing to eat and acting very lethargic. I called the two local vets that I could take public transportation to but there wasn’t any availability until the following week. Of course, I had gone down the rabbit hole of googling symptoms and was starting to think Atreyu’s kidneys were to blame. The veterinarians I talked to agreed that this sounded like kidney failure and told me I should get him in asap. I was full on devastated at this point. I was almost sure my cat was dying and my hands were tied. I cried the kind of cry that you leave your body for. I was already struggling to stay above water and thinking about losing my 14 year old best friend was just too much.

That’s when another beautiful person swooped in. Annie, the girl I had only met for the first time not even a week ago, told me to book an appointment anywhere I could get in and she would bring me there. I didn’t argue for one second. I thanked her and immediately started calling more vets. I found a place that I could get in the next day and felt a little hope return. Annie drove from Salt Lake City, more than 30 mins away, to pick up me and Atreyu and bring us back to Salt Lake City for the vet appointment.

Atreyu got an exam and a blood test with surprising results. His white cell count was high, showing signs of infection, but his kidneys looked surprisingly good for his age! The Doctor was relieved to deliver the good news but not as relieved as I was to hear it. (Sidenote: The Doctor’s name was Jessy! Spelled just like mine with a Y. What a coinkydink!) We didn’t know what the cause of infection was, so she gave him a broad spectrum antibiotic injection and some anti-nausea medication. She also sent me home with some pain meds after we suspected arthritis in his back legs could be contributing to his overall lack of feeling good. After the appointment, Annie dropped us off, only to turn around and head back home to Salt Lake again. What a gem, that Annie. I went to bed feeling so grateful.


The antibiotics seemed to work and Atreyu started showing signs of improvement! I shared the news with Instagram and yet again, some beautiful strangers showed up for me in their own special ways. One woman asked if she could send me a care package. Inside was a Mala she had made herself and several other incredibly thoughtful gifts. Another wonderful soul sent me some money to buy myself a fancy coffee, which I NEVER do. It felt like a real treat!


Sharing your life on the internet can sometimes feel toxic and draining. It sometimes feels like nobody cares or is even listening. And then things like this happen and it breathes life into you. Internet strangers turn into real life heroes, while some do what they can from the other side of a screen. In the end, it becomes the glue that helps put a girl back together again and even through the toughest times, you get to feel so damn lucky.

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Until next time, much love and Mander on! 

7 Comments on “Beautiful People

  1. It’s hard for me to read your posts. You seem to have such a hard time these days and it makes me very sad to read that you’re having such hard times. However, I am happy to hear about the generosity people show you. That, in itself, helps me push on to finish reading your posts. In the end, I enjoy reading every single post on your free blog. Thank you very much for sharing your life online with us!

    • Thanks for reading Vince! If it helps, I am behind on my blogging and I’m well on the other side of all this. But prepare yourself, there’s going to be one more “hard times” post before I get there!

  2. You should check out chinese diesel heater instead of Buddy heater. Everyone says it’s a game changer.

  3. How do you make your living? What keeps you going?
    Be safe

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  5. I rarely respond to blogs/articles/videos, but I feel compelled to respond to this post. I came across a YouTube video of you, yesterday, and I then checked out your blog and saw this post about Atreyu.

    When is the last time that he had dental work? Without going into the details of what happened to my cat, Nyx, I feel the need to tell you how important it is to have dental work done on cat’s.

    I don’t have that much money, either, plus Nyx was old, which is why I put off dental work, but then I waited too long. I didn’t know she had a major tooth infection, until it was too late. By the time I figured out what was going on, the infection was really bad and she had become resistant to the antibiotics I had been giving her for an unknown infection.

    I’m not trying to scare you. I just feel the need to tell you this, in case this is what’s going on with Atreyu. It pains me, now, to think of how much pain Nyx was in, and how her life could have been different, if I would have bit the bullet and spent the money to have dental work done on her, earlier.

    I wish Atreyu (and your other kitty…and you) good health and you success in your adventure!

  6. Just found your Blog. Thanks for sharing. I’m 65yrs and bought a 38yr old Coachman C class 2 years ago. Just me and my Cleo kitty drove from Wisconsin to Florida. Rig troubles, just age related, transmission, brakes, careless mechanics, etc. Cleo was terminally ill so we decided on a road trip for the winter months. Cleo died Christmas week of our 2nd year on the road. A friend we’d met our first year drove an hour to take us to Cleo’s vet. I had to hand her over at the door, covid. She did not come back. I had not expected that, not that day. She was my friend and companion for 15 years. Lo siento, i feel your pain. I can relate to many of your experiences. Thanks for sharing.

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